Strange Turn of Events

Well, after today and the events of today....I'm considering law school. So much so that I've spent the last 2.5 hrs looking at schools, requirements, and the LSAT. So tomorrow I think I'm off to the bookstore and am going to buy an LSAT prep book and take the exam at the beginning of October. Meaning that I'm putting off getting a job until then so I can study and focus all my energy and time on applications. I found THE MOST PERFECT LAW PROGRAM for ME!!! :) Out on the Eastcoast!! YEAH! and I would persue a joint degree: I'd get a J.D./Ph.d in environmental law/wildlife sciences, respectively!!! :) Honestly it's so me, and I never once thought about law school EVER!!! A friend of the family was over and was talking to my dad about me and was curious as what I was up to, etc. Afterward he left, my dad approached me and we talked about law school and how he thinks I would make an excellent lawyer. He wants me to consider it and talk to our friend of the family about it!!! :) He's okay with me pursuing research now too!!! I'm good as long as it's science based, I will be happy!!! :) I'm super exciting and somehting seems fitting. The only thing I fear though are my grades. Not that great, just around the median GPA and hopefully I'll score well on the LSAT. That's really going to be and make or break me deal. Plus I'll need to get going on essays and such.

In other news, I got rid of the guy I've been seeing on and off this past school year, pretty much most of second semester. I just reached the point where it's like we've been "together" but not together, but I just don't want to deal with it anymore. So I ended that last night. It's just pointless and not what I want, and I'm not sure why I've been sort of wasting time on him and now pursuing other options. I know I just didn't want anything serious as I was leaving school cuz I didn't know what I wanted to do and I didn't want to get sucked into this life that I didn't choose for myself. I think that's something I really fear, that IF I found the right person, I'd be willing to make any and all sacrifices for them even if that means I don't feel happy or fulfilled in the other areas of my life. :\ Yeah I know, but I could just see myself debating and then probably being like wow I'm an idiot no matter the choice I'd make I'd still debate it later, but hey that's life. Hindsight is only 20/20!

Last night was fun! Got to see my sand vball guys, okay well two of them, since it was a suprise 21st party for one of them! :P It was fun and good to meet his friends from school who drove 6+ hrs that day to come for the party and spend a few nights in town! It was sad cuz only two of us made it from the sand vball crew, yet we were all invited, but everyone else was being LAME and didn't come! Boo them! It was good, got to talk with the one guy I had kinda liked at the beginning of last school year. Ironic that I didn't like him when we were playing vball together, it was afterwards that when we went off to school we'd always be on AIM chatting. Both were suffering through physics, well he's an engineering major, he has a love-hate relationship with that subject! lol! But it was really good to see him! Him and I ended up chatting for like 1.5 hrs at the table just the two of us. It was awesome! Then we teamed up for bags and did awesome until our last match. Up 20-0 and we played u had to be perfect on 21! And we LOST! Don't ask, it was ridiculous! I've never seen a game go on longer ever! Since we were tossing first, they would always score with their last bag and get 3 pts, so it sucked! We went through at least 10 minutes or tied 20-20 rounds, it was ridiculous!!!!! :P In the end we lost, hit 3 of 4 bag on, but had my one knocked off by the guy and his stayed on, so we lost! Nothing we could have done! It was an excellent match! We had been undefeated prior to then in 3 or 4 other matches. So it was a good night! Then delt with the getting rid of the boy. So now things are much better! :)

So I was in the middle of nowhere Pennsylvania when the Harry Potter book came out. So my uncle, cousin, and I drove to Titusville (where they struck oil-Drake Wells), waltzed into Wal-Mart at 12:03 and got a book, no line, literally it was the moving line of oh 35 people, and they were like how many books do you want no limits! They had so many boxes it was CRAZY!!! Every person who was at the store at the time bought a book! The whole 35 of us, but I definately saw Grandma carrying at least 10 books for all her grandchildren! I thought it was really sweet! I spent more time waiting in line at the cash register to ring up my book than to walk to the back of the store to lay-away where they were handing them out. Two people handing out books, two people cashering, and a few people stocking shelves maybe. I only saw one other person walking around, apoligizing for the oh 5-10 minute way to pay for my book!

But good story on the way to get the book! So we drive out of place heading towards Tidioutte and we come around a bend, and this car flashes us, so my uncle slows down. As we go around the next turn, there is a fawn in the middle of the road hit, but with it's head up. So my uncle drives a bit more down the road cuz there's a truck behind us, and we pull into an area and turn around. He's like alright let's see if we can do something for this deer. Drive back, fawn is laying dead in the road. Uncle is like shit, deer died, oh well, was gonna try and hell, turns around at the gravel pit. Head back, WTF!?! Fawn has it's head up again still laying in the middle of the road, so we turn around again, but now i get in the drivers seat and my uncle in the passenger. He's like drive up, and try to push it off the road, and i'm gonna jump out and try to push it further off the road so it won't cross again. So as I pull up around the turn, the fawn is now standing in the middle of my lane just looking at the car. So I start to inch up on her and push her off to the right hand side of the road cuz there's now traffic in the middle of no where PA at 20 to midnight. I get her off the side but only a few feet in and my uncle gets to push her about 25 feet in under some trees where it collapses. So we turn around at the gravel pit again and head to get out coveted Harry Potter Book 7!!! :P We saw tons of deer on the way there and back since we were driving through some of the best areas for hunting, where my uncle and my dad hunt deer and turkey at! Saw some night bucks! Why do deer walk half way out, stop in ur lane, then you stop, inch on them, and then they finally walk back the way they came! So DUMB! lol! At least we didn't hit any!!! On the way back, no fawn under the tree. But the next morning my uncle and dad go into town for a paper and some other stuff and they don't see the deer either! So I wish the fawn luck in life and stay away from bright lights, they hurt when they hit you!!

I think I'm going to pursue law school......who would have ever thought?!!?!?! :P