YEAH!!! My THESIS is FINISHED!!! I presented it on Monday to the students, faculty, and other guest who attended!! So I'm happy that I'm done with that and quite relieved! Two years or work is complete; hence, being completely relieved and content that I have greatly accomplished two and half years of hard work! It is a result of all I have sacrificed....which is more than words can express. But I am happy with the choices I have made although at times they do make me sad....but in the end...it's all been for the best! :)
In other news, I have been quite happy not just because of my thesis! I'm the girl that doesn't get excited about a boy...but I am. We were chatting online last night about stuff. Anyways he called me a tease! lol! Oh I know I am, I will owe up to it, but that lead me to mention about how i hear I am by certain guys who have liked me, but have never made it known to me by asking me on a date or even out in general. About how guys miss their oppertunities by showing no interest and what i said having no guts to ask me on a date. So he asked me on a date when we're both in town, being as such that he doesn't go to Loras with me! So being the tease that I am...of course I said I dunno...but then finally yes! :) I'm really excited to go on this date, he just doesn't know that! It's odd to think, my friends don't understand. They are like you have two guys who are fighting over you and another one here who likes u as well who is unaware of the other two....and I'm like so! I'm not interesting and I don't give any of them the impression that I am! I hang out with some of them cuz we're friends, but friends is where it ends! I don't like them for various reasons! Anyways, he promises on Monday that he will pick a date and see if that works for both of us!!! Point is, i have three guys here at school who like me, but ever since this guy and I started talking, I have paid no attention to any of them! Not that I did in the first place, but even more so I find myself not even teasing them like I did before online or at the bars because that's where I normally see them! I know I'm a tease, I enjoy it! Anyways this guy makes me laugh. I've been honest with him as to what is going on here with me and other guys...no reason to lie! He makes me laugh....says that, "Men would wage wars for you, that you've destroyed nations and leveled cities on a whim!" Makes me smile and laugh....and feel terrible too, because I know I am a tease and have broken more hearts that I ever imagined or knew. I can't help it that guys don't have guts and that I am old-fashioned! Old-fashioned as such that I do not ask guys on dates and do not make first moves! I was taught to be old-fashioned and respectable! Respectable women by day....who knows by night! ;) lol! I'm looking forward to getting to know him better! I've "known" him for quite some time now, but I never really got to know him or ever spend time one on one with him that I can recall! So this should be fun! I do like him...I just know I tend to hide back when I like people and am more honest with them than I should be! Honest because I don't have anythign to hide from them, so why not tell them what is going on, but at the same time that often drives them away! I can't help it like currently there are 3 guys who are vying for my affection here at school, but I am not interested! My only interested currently is not at school at me! Is it weird to like someone you haven't spent so much time with and who isn't here with you?! We've been chatting online and a bit on the phone and we've gotten to know each other better! I can't wait to go on our date!!! :) I realize he's not here with me, but it doesn't matter! I know how I have felt about him in the past and now....that's all that matters in terms of those things! I care not that he cannot spend every day with me! Anyone who knows me well, knows I like to have some space and time to myself...although this is a lot of time and space, it's okay! I like a guy who isn't here with me...and our timing seems like it sucks, but I hope! I have hope that one day we will have our date! :) Somehow I hope I'm not setting myself up for disappointment, it's the one thing i hate the most is to be disappointed, but that is life! Take the good with the bad in stride! Anyways, i'm excited over a great guy, odd for the tomboy me, but truth nevertheless! :)
Well, currently I'm relaxing and watching the HBO Series Rome first season! I love it! Well, I should probably be studying than watching this, but oh well! Almost done with this episode and then I'll get back to the homework!
Oh yeah, I had a very "interesting" Saturday night....but maybe another day...it's a good story that my roommate Margo is dying to hear since Andrea and I bonded that night about the events that occured at the house! But that will be tomorrows joys! Thursday tradition!! My three best friends since we've been froshies and I go out to happy hour for drinks and dinner! It's fun and I love my girls! I wish we had more time to spend together!!!! :)
