About time for an update

I love watching movies or shows that leave you with a feeling when they are over. They can be any sort of feelings. But it’s those feelings that make you have an attachment or relate to what you just saw. Those feelings leave a lasting impact. It’s like life little lessons are reminded

You know what the worst feeling in the world is? Knowing that deep down inside somewhere you’re not okay. Having that feeling that something is wrong. No matter how put together you seem to be. No matter how much everyone thinks you got things planned and respect you cuz you got it and they don’t.
*tears* All I know is I’m not okay and I don’t know why. I can’t explain it, but I’m not okay! I’m losing it, and I don’t even know what it is! But I don’t have it! I’m lost and I don’t even care about anything, lifeless! Some thing is wrong and I can’t fix it. Everyday it’s eating me alive. But on the outside, I’m so put together I make people jealous. If they only knew the truth

Anyways, I'm back at school for some New Years Celebration and tutoring after the new years at the high school!!! :P Christmas was more like Happy December Turkey Day and really wasn't all that great, but I don't really want to get into it! Grrr, I missed the guy I like, he wanted to hang out last night and this weekend, he invited me over to some of our other friends for New Years, but I had other plans!! :( Oh well, I mean I could have stayed, but you know I don't let a guy dictate my life! Nor do I make it obvious that I like a guy! Chances are if you think I'm out right flirting with you, I'm probably just having some fun and joking around, although I know I slip up on occasion.....the best of us do! We're human!

Lately, I've been in love with Memoirs of a Geisha! I bought all my christmas presents as usual, and this is what I got!!! :) Time for lunch, since I just got back to school, I have no food! Only the clemintines I brought with me! Yum! :)