Been a crazy roller coaster of a ride since I've been back

Well, when I first came back to school things were awesome! I was having a good time, visiting with everyone, getting settled into our house, etc. My life was great, I was happy, and nothing in the world bothered me. I left a guy at home that I kept finding myself thinking about.

But then, my ex moves in. And this is where the story begins, and I swear this is the short version, so be prepared...

Saturday night I had gone out to the bars with my girl's since it was Rachel's boyfriend's birthday! So I was out with them. My ex had left me a bunch of ims and two phone calls. So when I came back at 2AM I decided to give him a buzz since I knew he was still up from his away message! Anyways, him and I met by Graber and chatted on the new bleachers in front of Rohlman. When we first saw each other, he hugged me, and I just stood there. Stood there like a rock, my arms never left my side, nor did I even think twice about. I was happy, I was over my ex. He was just a friend and that was it. But no, the night carriers on and we get to talking and what not. The next thing I know he ended up coming back to my place and he spent the night at my place. I hadn't planned on that or anything happening, but it did, no not sex you morons who don't know him or me. But other things did...anyways, the next morning we talked about what are we and what are we going to do. Well, to cut to the chase, we decided that we were single, friends, who were more than friends, but had yet to define anything...we were to tread lightly. We went on a date on Sunday. We saw The World Trade Center which I was honestly disappointed in the film. It was okay, but I think I had a bit higher hopes. Definately, thought that United 93 was much better done. Anyways, then after the movie we went grocery shopping and then he made me dinner. It was first that Brian had made me dinner. He insisted on the fact that I wasn't allowed to help. He had never made me dinner single handedly, it's always been either just me cooking, or me with his help. It was nice of him. We were having a good time joking around, the lines were severly blurred. Then all his roommates come home and it got weird because we said we wouldn't do anything in front of people. But then, he breaks that one...during the movie he put his arm around me, and pulled me to rest my head on him. As well, he would poke me and kiss me on the head and it was like we were dating. No wonder why people are like what is going on with you two. Somewhere along the lines I did start liking him again, but I knew I shouldn't and that I didn't want to walk down that path again. I just didn't. I have my reasons why not to...