Fun Filled Evenings

Well this weekend has been overall enjoyable! Friday, Helms, Tian, Tyson, and me went to Counting Crows and Goo Goo Dolls in Tinley Park. I enjoyed the concert! Counting Crows were very acoustic and drew out there songs much too long for my taste! I would have enjoyed a regular version of just one of their hits instead of a 5 minute song turned into practically a 20 minute song! I really liked the Goo Goo Dolls, but they weren't amazing or anything! I personally enjoyed them more because I know their music much better than the Counting Crows. I was disappointed that the Goo Goo Dolls didn't play a Big Machine or Sympathy, but they played most of their other hits! Although I must complain just a bit, I think both of their encores sucked! Counting Crows' was horrible and Goo Goo Dolls' was just barely better, but they still were very bad encore sets! Accompanying the music was a lovely rainstorm! Although I did have a very weird graduation sign to hide under, inevitably, I still got wet! Overall, it was a fine last evening to spend with those guys! Then I had a lovely visitor at 4AM! I just really don't want to start anything with him right now! I prefer being single and going out and having fun!

Last night was Tyson's 21st Birthday! So that was a fun evening! I'm still a very quiet and shy girl, so it took me awhile to have fun! But by the end of the night I was having a great time and not being so quiet anymore either! I had a good time drinking, chatting, dancing, etc! It was a fun evening! By the end of the night I was drunk out of my mind! :) A very much needed drunk out of my mind night! I had a good time, I don't remember a whole lot, but it was fun! I remember a lot of what happened until we hit up Stardusty (or whatever it was) and then about halfway through being there it was just craziness! I remember loud music, being very drunk, dancing with Tyler who asked me to dance, throwing ice at people, chatting with people, and definitely flirting with the guys just a bit, not a lot like I do when I go to the bars, because I wasn't interested in any of them, but flirting with them because it's something fun to do and not giving a damn at all about it. It's nights like these that I love being single, going out and having a good time and not really caring! I remember flirting with Dave at the end of the night, I was bored. He had the most appeal of the guys that went out with us that night, well Tyler was pretty cute, but I didn't even want to start in with him and his ex girlfriend who was there with us! I prefer to stay out of drama! But he was cute! I had fun flirting with him! Dave kept trying to grope me at the bar, and then someone else was trying too from the backseat of the car, wtf! I say pretty much everything is a blurr with some memory since the time Tyler and I started dancing! After that, it's very bits and pieces here and there! I do remember someone grabbing me and starting to make out with me! Yeah, I told myself I wasn't going to do that whole thing ever again, but somehow that didn't happen! I'm pretty sure drunkenness took over me and I don't remember a whole lot about anything that happened once I got back to the apartment, but I do remember someone pushing me up against the elevator and started making out with me! I don't remember getting out of the elevator though! The parts of the night that I do recall were fun, well not so much right at first becuase it takes me a bit to get to know people and start talking, but once I was comfortable with people I had a good time! Although, I woke up with my head hurting, very tired, hung over, and it looks like I got beamed by a 55mph softball pitch on my thigh! I haven't the faintest idea how I got it, I don't remember walking into anything or anything! But it hurts like hell and swelled up very nicely just like what happend when I play softball and get pegged hitting! Umm..yeah last night is a lot of a blurr, I started remembering more of it when I talked to two people, one which was there and one that wasn't, who was just wondering what I was up to last night! So I guess here's to drunk nights I will never remember with friends I will never forget!

Well, just got off the phone with my ex...I took a very long break, not that you would know! He called so we chatted for a little over an hour. That was an interesting and him being jealous conversation. He wasn't pleased to hear I was out drinking and partying last night! If I told him really anything about that night he would probably kill me. He hates to here I'm going out and getting drunk, even worse like last night being wasted! He wouldn't like the flirtatious me, but that's his problem! I think we'll be fine as friends, but it's just like wow some days still....I mean we're friends it's going to be okay...move on and stop worrying about me or whatever! There's things I just can't tell him though no matter what, well unless he becomes annoying or whatever, I do hold the key to the one thing that would make him never talk to me again! That's because I know him so well that I know what buttons to hit and just how to make him hurt, I know that's evil, but I know exactly what to do. I'm like that with a bunch of people, I know just how to manipulate them enough to get a desired result, yes evil I know, but I'm just smart like that I guess you could say! But I'm not mean about it, I know when to use the knowledge I know and when not to! Well, I have things to do, so I better get a move on...later!