A little get together

Not too much going on today. Been taking care of all the sick people in this house and have somehow managed not to catch whatever the hell they have. This is quite an accomplishment for me because i'm usually the first and the last to get sick and am very suceptible to catching colds. Tonight we went to this party I was absolutely dreading. It turned out being fun. I was suprised. It was for my parent's friends gathering and their children. Only the awesome kids came and not the stuck up, snobby, bitchy, whiny, etc. kids. Well, we're not kids anymore. I'm one of the oldest, the rest are pretty much in high school and college now, so they aren't as bad as they used to be! :) It was fun though chatting with everyone since I haven't seen them in about 5 years now, roughly. I had fun playing Russian Ping Pong!!! I haven't done that since high school!!!! Crazy funness! I got plans to play volleyball with this group of guys now, so at least I have plans for once!! One of the kids there went to high school with me and he mentioned how they never have enough players, etc, and asked if i was interested, so i took him up on the offer. So hopefully he will be calling me sometime soon to play! Would be nice to play with that bunch! Would also be nice to play with my group of friends, but everyone seems lazy and they don't want to play anymore. Gabe said he'd try to get people to play some time soonish...we'll see how that goes. Something tells me the first time people get all there acts together will be the first day i'm supposed to play with the other bunch.....because that is just my luck! lol! ehh..summer is going good.
I find it funny my ex wrote me an email a few days ago saying he's sorry he hasn't called me in awhile and stuff. But when I was in dubuque last week he called one of the guys i was with practically every night....hmm...you know i'm in dbq, why don't you just call my phone..have me not pick up as usual and stop lying to me! You obviously had time to call me when you called balk every night and he was off the phone in less than two minutes, so he could have called me, but no! So now that i'm ready to talk to him, he's not ready to face me. Ha! Oh yeah...you keep calling him because heaven forbid that balk and i hook up. ::cough cough:: That will never happen...ever!! Mark my words on that one....not interested, only intersted in my date guy...but that's not gonna work out now, so in the mean time, i'm just having fun living the single life! :) and i'm loving every second of it! Talked to balk today, he thinks that's why brian can't talk to me. My emails have clearly stated to my ex that i have been going out on dates and i'm over him without using that phrase, while he sees his faults and that he made a mistake by dumping me and now he has to live with it. Apparently he's not dealing with that one well at all, not my problem. I have no regrets about dating him....no regrets that we broke up...but he does! But he has to deal with that....I can't see myself going back to him ever....not if he doesn't change a lot!!! I don't want to change him though, I never wanted to change anyone. I've always wanted people to be themselves. Speaking of which, in the last two weeks i've felt a lot more like myself again. I guess I didn't notice before how "un-tootie" I've been....lol! Everything is all good now! well, maybe i should sleep! Sleep and me haven't been getting along well...oh well....night night~