Date :)

So my date last night was great. Maybe not you're typical real date, but it was fun nonetheless. It was something we both enjoyed. I dunno why I won't tell people who it is. I just don't want to, not that i'm hiding anything, but the fact that I don't want ten million questions. Everyone assumes I went to high school with him since i made mention of not seeing him in ~4 years now. But anyone who knew me and knew me well, would know I mostly dated guys outside the Central realm.
Anyway, back to the date topic. Well, I went to his house and he cooked/grilled out dinner for me! :) I've never had a guy single handedly cook for me. I always cook for the guy or he helps me out so it's 50/50. But never did I not have to cook despite me offering a hand to do so. It was really sweet and it turns out he's a good cook too. I told him I owe him dinner another day.
Well about 7:30 it started down pouring and we were sitting outside on his deck eating fruit for dessert. So that was a fun scramble inside.
Well I had a good rest of the night. We talked and caught up, watched Sleepy Hallow (since he told me to bring a movie, so in decisive me brought 3 cuz I didn't know what I'd later be in the mood for! lol!), watched some tv, played some games, etc. I had a great time with him. It's nice to know that the guy who had eyes for me still did, but unfortunately our timing sucks. Too bad our timing sucks. I'm pretty certain that a part of me will always like him no matter what. That has been the case for the last ~4 years now.
He wrote me a really sweet e-mail last night. To sum it up, it pretty much said he had a great time. He wishes I went to college with him or somewhere even remotely near him cuz he said he wished he could come see me all the time. He told me again how he felt about me, but that we both agreed it wasn't the smartest thing to start a relationship now, but he hopes that one day we will.
Unfornately, we've never had good timing or seem to be going in the same direction in life. He's getting done with school this spring and I'm off to graduate school, so I don't think that's going to work all that great either. Sucks because he is one of those people who will always mean something for me despite that fact that nothing has ever happened between us. He kissed me quickly and sweetly good night, and that's been it. We've always been so shy around each other. He makes me so nervous and really shy and I can't to begin to tell you why.
It's good to be back in the game and I'm loving every second of it. No regrets. :)